I am tired.
Growing up we only know there to be two ways to become exhausted. Through playing or crying ourselves to sleep.
This list grows and develops as we age.
- Happy/Sad/Joyful these all take from the same ravine. The same fountain. As if they all go to the same place to drink.
- Strenuous activity on the body taxes the mind like no other. It can not be wished away, hid or forgotten. It is all encompassing.
- Subterfuge and demons of our own making over the time cause damage to us that healing from takes a lot out of you.
To heal from these requires retrospection and a keen emotional connection with self.
Take a f***’n lazy day and chill out.