Gratitude Primer

A reflection

R.M.Z
3 min readJan 17, 2019

At 27.

At 27. I am content and happy with where my life is.

I am happy with how my body has turned out. The changes it has undergone. The dental surgeries to fix my two back teeth issues. The therapy I have monthly on my knee is really developing my knee. I have learned a lot from my therapist that I use in my relationship haha.

I am happy that my dick still works, probably even better than when I was younger. Still big. Still able to go after a few rounds. I am still able to make love to my girlfriend or anyone with relative ease and my knowledge of the female body has infinitely grown from when I was younger, even at 25. I have great sex. I make women orgasm with ease. I am working my dream role. I consult. I control my hours. I am paid for the work I do. I am a specialist in a niche field. I make great money. I can and have bought nearly all the monetary things I want in life. I am able to help my mother and their home out often. I can buy my loved ones gifts. I still play fighting games. I am moderately ok at playing dragonball z. My dream fighting game. I put a year into it and placed 1st a few times in my country, finished the year on top and apart of some of the strongest in the region. I kept in touch with my siblings, as separated as they are.

I let things go now. I take care of myself mentally. I go for long walks. I journal now. I talk more about my feelings. I cry. I work in one of the huge buildings for a multi million dollar company. I have great savings, I still have a lot in crypto invested. Just 2 years ago my life was at the lowest point. I had a quarter life crisis (link to first ever post), I had no direction. Today I help others when they stray off their path.

I take less shit. I allow myself to feel more but also keep my mind off of things I should not. I can walk away for bad or negative things in my life easier. I have a great house. I have a beautiful dog and cat. I have a garden. I live 1 road away from my mothers first ever house in England.

I give advice. I take advice better than I ever had. I don’t snap as much as I used to. I am more compassionate with others. I cycle to work! 3–5 times a week. I go to gym most of the week. I can cook really good meals. I clean the house often and properly. I wash clothes, I wash dishes everyday or every so often. I have learned so many things. I sleep earlier and wake up early. I make time for the important people in my life. I spend less time on people who are not important in my life.

I drink water. Lots of it. I network often. I am still attractive to women and some men. I have a nice beard. I trim well. I dress casually. I have a suit collection. I have a big bedroom. I floss often. I carry mints so my breath doesn’t stink. I live with the love of my life. I am in an adult relationship. I know how to deal with my jealousy. I can deal with my fears. I talk about my fears whenever they arise. I am willing to improve. I don’t have to worry about money. I work long hours or short. I have a nice couch. I have a portable monitor for when I am lazy. I built the strongest PC money could buy. I have great cuddles with my pets everyday. I keep great connections with all my friends and people in my life. I still care for others. I love all the people in my life.

I am centred.

I know myself.

I am happy with where my life is and continues to go.

Bring on the next 100 years.

Be Super

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R.M.Z
R.M.Z

Written by R.M.Z

Ramz Shaft. Daring to be more than extra and less than normal. SuperHuman, SuperAgile, SuperGamer, SuperTrepreneuer. Part-time lover and fighter. Always growing

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